Here is a nowhere, where personal hells meet

Here you will find my networked thought, where some may be fleeting and permanent. This is a record of my musings about various things from the mundane events of my own life up to the abstraction of thought itself. Somewhere in between those concepts lies everything that this mind is able to think of. This is a space for my unfinished thoughts and ideas linked together towards a (hopefully) coherent whole.

Origin: A Preface to the Apocrypha

A digital space for an evolving self-portrait

I want to craft an image of myself that depends on my thoughts. After experiencing
creative setbacks due to dishonest writing, I have begun to understand more of myself and my relationship with language and writing since then. This space will stand as an omnidirectional representation of my own self.

Points of Origin

As of this moment, I have five points of origin from where we can start. As the number of notes in this space grow, these will potentially expand, condense, or remain the same.

Recently Published

This list excludes daily logs that can be found here.

Note Published
on Companion (2025) February 21, 2025
Technology and its Discontents January 26, 2025
Seasons of the Mind January 20, 2025
Against Agnosticism January 19, 2025
The Cosmic Failure of a Creator January 06, 2025
Existential Anxiety around the Advancements in Large Language Models January 02, 2025
What I Learned in Therapy December 27, 2024
on twitter drama_no.1 December 25, 2024
Christmas Eve Movie December 25, 2024
The breakdown December 22, 2024

This space contains a web of ideas where reading and writing is meant to be exploratory. There is no specific topic designed where each idea is labelled by an umbrella term, concept, or label. Every idea becomes relational, contextual, and hypertextual. There is no underlying structure to begin with. Since this is a perpetual work in progress, the structure will continuously adapt, based on every idea that has ever been published here. Each page is an idea that is often connected to other ideas that follows the Zettelkasten method of note-taking. Each idea is an atom of another idea or strings of ideas.

The web of ideas

On the upper-right (if you are viewing this on a desktop) or the bottom of the page (if you are viewing this on mobile), you will see how each note is connected to others. Depending on how each of them are related, be it in similarity, origin, or tangent of a thought, a line will always connect one note from another.

Each dot is a representation of a single note and depending on how many simultaneous connections it has with other notes, it grows in size. Hovering on a dot will tell you the title of a note, which may already tell you what it's about or maybe not.

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